tired

i’ve taken up tuition once again..
Has been teaching for everyday last week..
And more to come since the parents want to have it everyday if possible..
Money came rolling in aft every 4 lessons but my energy is being drained out totally..
all tis tiring schedule will continue til the end of december den it wil be back to normal (2timesaweek)…

save more first in case i got too tired and dun even be bothered to teach again..

On the way to shopping now..no tuition today…slept til 11+…had sufficient rest…gotta enjoy myself to the max!

devil vs angel

i’m stil in the verge of deciding whether to teach tuition back again..

Partly bcuz of my not so hectic schedules now and also the thought of earning more cash makes me so tempted to do so…teaching has never been my interst but i did tt mainly bcuz of the easy money…what shld i do? To teach or not to teach? Haiz..

I’ve been maxing out my cc for several months already bt tis month, i’ve successfully cut down by one third..wil i spend back even more when i’ve gt extra cash? I personally think YES..

Its been raining almost everyday..no shoppin during lunch hours..bt ended up did online shopping…the devil in me is so horrible…making me not able to resist any shopping temptations…bt on the other hand, the angel hopes tt i could earn more so tt i could save more…who will eventually win the ultimate fight? The devil or the angel?

(“v”) misses (“v”)

sent my ah gong’s pic from my phone to my laptop…
out of the sudden, i misses my ah gong so much…
heartaches…tears…
=(
although all of us should have been prepared long before hand,
but everyone just broke down to tears when you left us..
and now, my wishful thinking, i wish~~~~~~~

in loving memory of my grandpa – 24 Sept 2009

=(
ah gong have finally freed from pain..
he had left us on 24 september 2009 in the evening…

i was badly traumatised because im the only one beside him when he passed away…
i held on tight to his hands…
from warmth to coldness..
i could hardly breathe and giddy when the doc informed me that his condition is very very critical…
it seems that everything happened in a glimpse..
i reached the hospital at 6.10pm..he was still breathing thou with a low 33 blood pressure…
thus the doc approved by allowing 5 visitors at a time..(usually 2)
in less than 10 mins, everything deteoriate very rapidly…
doctor and nurses keep on coming in and out wit the curtain drew…
blood pressure drops from 33 to 25 to 19 to 15…
i was asked to stay inside accompanying my grandpa..
doc rushin me to inform and get my relatives to hospital fast..
machines after machines…
but it’s of no use anymore…
none of my relatives managed to reach before he passed away…
i was alone… i got so panicked…i saw stars spinning around…
i believe that my low blood should have gone way below…
but anyway, i believe that he should be feeling relieved that he’s not leaving this world alone…

i am glad that i managed to do something for him during his last moment of life by keeping him company…

we’ll always remember you ah gong…

gotta take a quick rest now because later i’ll need to head to the wake again…

*cremation would be on wed, 30 sep 09…i could not bear to let him leave us… =(

misses~

i miss you~
3 days more..

grandpa hospitalised agn on mon..
haiz…
doc actuali mentioned that he could not make it tru mon night..
bt it’s a miracle that he survived tru the night,
my cousin ah mei n i stayed overnight at the hospital to acc him..
but was told today that there will be only 2 options left for him now..
option 1 – to let him undergo a surgery so that there might be a chance to survive (1% out of 10%)
option 2 – to bring him home in a few days but doc said that he might only live for few days more only..
so definitely, we chose option 2 becuz undergoing a surgery wil only make him suffer even more…
so have to be mentally prepared for the worst…
=(

princess’s grooming

4 more days to go…

princess had her grooming today at hearty paws at upper east coast rd..
it’s cheap…
$45 and the result is realli unbelivable..
i like the way melvin cut..
and i’m going to let princess to leave a top-knot..
=)
and at the grooming centre, there’s 2 border collie..
named “jeanie and bailey”…
jeanie is very active…
while bailey is very obedient..
like both..heez..
if only i can own another dog, i would definitely get border collie…

Boyfriend’s birthday celebration

5 more days to go….

celebrated bf and boon’s birthday at my house..
had cake cutting session..
celebrated early boon’s birthday at the same time too…

on bf’s actual birthday, me, bro n him went to Crowne Plaza at Changi Airport to have dinner at Azur..
we saw MOSES LIM and his family…hahhaa…
and they were sitting beside us…
anyway, the food is quite nice too…
and it’s very affordable…
the environment is very nice..
so classy…but our dressing were so unsuitable…
but nobody cares too…
heez…

pics~~~

today we (me, bf, bro, boon n jj) had Sakura International Buffet Dinner…
at first we head to the outlet at Downtown East with no reservation,
ended up, the whole outlet is fully booked by a person..
so i asked for the no. for the outlet at Tampines Safra and quickly call to make reservation..
but no more indoor dining is available so we took outdoor instead…
i ate alot of crayfish…
really alot…almost 10…
ate alot of eclair too..heez…
my stomach was damn bloated when we left the place… =)
but somehow enjoyed the dinner alot…

im getting old again soon…
i have so many things in mind which i wanna get…
=) work hard…save hard…

princess outing with momo at ECP

princess finalli have 1 official friend, MOMO…
hahaha…
first official meeting at East Coast Park today…
went bathin together too…

loves~

thanks to the national day…
new urban has the 50% promotion..
bf n i we each bought 2 pairs of slippers…
=)

finally princess hair has grew longer..
and now i can tie her hair with cute n nice ribbons..
cant wait to bring her out…haha..
i love her so much~~~

princess 1 year old birthday

my baby girl ish 1 year old le…
got her a blueberry cake and also treats for her birthday…
=)
it seems that she knows it’s her birthday wor..
she was so excited to see me back home…
when its about time to cut cake, bro and i was shoutin for our parents to come over to join us for cake cutting…
but they dilly dally…
SOOOOO………
princess ran here n there barking at home.. heez….

finally, we had cake cutting and song singing session…
she was so happy…
anyway, the cake was nice…
meimei n i had a small slice of it..

pics time…